Extension of Bla Bla Bla

These mushrooms survived from being crushed by Lady O's aunt. She managed to crushed other rounded mushroom and I think she missed these. *sigh* This woman, really is a killer. And the mushrooms is not even blocking her way.

For few days, I thought that my plan is going to be realized soon. I told my hub that I want to WFM or even be SAHM when no2 comes. He as usual said "Ah huh" or "orggh". I discussed with him, or maybe i think I did discuss with him because he replied to some of my questions like "Can you handle the financial" and "how much are you gonna give me as pocket allowance" *big smile*. And he end up saying " As long as you're happy..."

So fine. I told my boss about my intention to work from home. He said that shouldn't be a problem. But he need to discuss it with my no2 boss. When it comes to no2 boss, everything is a No No. So there might be a possibility that I will completely quit and just concentrate to be a SAHM.

And suddenly, my hubs came home and totally shattered my plan. He threw my plans into the rubbish bin just like that. He told me about his intention to work on his own, work from home. I asked him "then what about my plan to WFM or even SAHM?" He just told me that WFM is okay but SAHM- cannot. Someone need to work full time until his business is stable. To simplify it, that "someone" is me.

You see, suddenly my vision is all blurred out. My mind went blank. For days and days we've been discussing about it and suddenly he just came back and told me another story and totally turn my plan upside down. Sometimes I think I should Be angry with him because he should have told me about his plan so I can think of other another plan. But nope.. he chose to be a cockle, no matter how u dig and dig, he just wouldn't open his mouth and tell it out.

All I can say now is that..I'm in total lost now. My hub totally forgot about the "Ball in my tummy". He forgot that this ball will turn into a human soon.